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It's been a while since I've not written on my on line dairy. I've started it because I need to tell somebody how miserable and unhappy my life in Brussels was. But time passes and things change. I've changed. But enough with all this self pity and child cry. I've realised that if I'll die tomorrow nobody will care about my emotional turmoil and my troubled soul, but would probably be interested in my actions. I'm going to focus more on the concrete outcomes and outputs of the daily life. (voila Project Management killed my vocabulary) I'm going to focus more on my love, my new job, and my ideas for a business. Don't let me forget my nine pets and my plants. Life is sometimes great and often doll. It's up to us to make the best of it.

Growing fear

Each day I feel the fear growing inside me. My mind is a constant prisoner, my sleep is forever gone and in body decaying. HELP!

Introducing Charlie

a handsome little devil

I am sorry

I am sorry for making you cry so often lately. The love in your eyes keeps me alive.

Complexity

Men are equally complicated. They just say less. True or false?

Skin flowers

Flowers blossom on my skin when you kiss it.

I Fly Malev

Answering the question of a friend, my favorite airline remains MALEV. Good quality services, experienced pilots, affordable prices and an excellent PR.

Sea of people

"Loneliness Is An island In The middle Of A sea of people." R.R. via Charity Focus www.charityfocus.org

Black Sea solitude

loneliness. with all your friends and foes alike around. Gloom and dispair and unreasonable fear. trembling and shaking. hot shower. and vomiting. purple and cold. loneliness again. bleak and humid and dirt and dispair. I am waiting for a sign. falling asleep with the face on the keybord. tremblin' again. I just had a(nother) panic attack.

Sunshine butterfly

At the suggestion of my love the blog will have a name lifting. So sunshine it is.